1.14.2003

I feel so cold and angry to everyone. I'm closed off from every last person I love, or think I love, and I honestly could care less. I'm about -- this close from dropping and cutting all ties with everyone. Everyone. No, wait. I'd stay for Maya. Things are as equally bad for her right now and she could use a real friend. Even though I haven't told her about my issues, or about Mel, she's still been here.

Currently, i'm not sure how i feel about this. Give me a few hours and a little sleep for it to work its way around my brain once. I hope this doesn't effect this summer.
posted at 10:50

Lies were told instead.